The Powers That Be

They say knowledge is power but like any power there is always limits. There is so much too look and see. A fun game, for anyone, is to people watch. Sit there, judge others with no care or discretion simply because we can. Unfortunate for me I am generally right, having my own ways of finding out. This knowledge though can be a tool as much as it can be a weapon and a self destructive force. For people like me, Readers, we already know the outcome before anything happens. We can see the future flash before our eyes by simple studying a person and while people.can.change...there is no such guarantee. There is always the fun of seeing the change before it happens because even the changes can be predictable. Everyone wants to act like they are so unique but in reality we all follow a very simple pattern linked to many, even I.

Did not expect that? Well, it is true. This pattern though, is everything. It is our personality DNA, our way of life, and what makes us the boring mundane people I see everyday. That was a joke. For me and others like me and generally everyone, the goal is to find a pattern we like. Of course this does require some skill and while many can have the abridged version, it will not work for long. The idea is to solve the following equation: 1,2,3...(...)(...). Fun right? The abridged version solves the first set, I can solve the second, the third...psychics are truly what the say they are and can see clearer than a retired sniper back in his prime. We are not suppose to know our end, but we generally can see everything up to it and it is in this time that we must see if the risk is worth it. As mentioned, anything can happen and change is possible. The truth is, change come in many forms and it can sometimes have nothing to do with the person you are with but more than likely has to do with you. It is in this revelation that we must learn to dig deep and find ourselves in order to avoid publicity of the change so it does not affect the streamline of our lives or anyone else.

I will now stray from the general and continue with me. I had lost my way a long time ago and was over involved with a charge. While there are many Readers, whether they achieve it or are naturals, Guardians are naturals given this to do more than use it for themselves. As human as we are though we can be blinded and forget our objectives and try only for the goal. The idea is to not get attached unless need be, but even then a distance that allows for anything. This pass charge, I lost that distance. I was so determined and so lost in what lied before me after a family scare, that I thought it was the right thing to do...it wasn't. Now I have more damage than I could ever believe or want to do to someone. This was not suppose to happen...

Other's Love

Well I went out and did my first proposal shoot. It was fun and long. There is no negative connotation here or regret. I recall when I proposed and how long it took me to find the right time. It is just a totally different perspective when you are on the outside looking in watching someone else do it. I managed to stall a bit but it was hard blending in. I just kept showing my love for the birds.

As the day went on I saw that he was ready to pop the question and there it was. It was just one of those moments where you feel the need to clap and everyone else joyously joins in as the couple express feelings of happiness like no other. It is that once in a life moment.
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